return_
returnpointer_
the_blog_archive_
[082224]

WHOOPS



welcome to the 0.2a_082224 version of my website_ (site is still in alpha, visuals not final)
(this blog is a collection of thoughts surmised on 081524. as such, the following information may be out of date)
hello! its been awhile! i meant to update this blog a week ago, as i try to do this semi-monthly, but alas, i forgor (skull)
my birthday was a few days ago. i now officially twenty [20] years old. i am now in my twenties. ...yuck...
another big thing that is happening is college! it starts in a few days and i do not think i am prepared for it. i am dreading going and all that. i really need to work on my art if i ever think of having a chance of paying it off. i need to get a job but everyone said no, so that sucks. i should reapply.
recently i tried making an encryption alphabet. i made all of the characters but i think i wanna do phonetic sounds too encapsulated into the language. i think it would both make it harder to read and make it easier and much shorter to write. ofc, i wont ever show it here until it is done, but its something to look out for.
speaking of language, i have really been lacking when it comes to learning japanese. the fixation wore off, and ive been doing the bare minimum of retaining my streak. it is at about 35 days now, so thats cool, and i have not yet used a streak freeze.
recently, i have been into zombie games and such. i have been playing plenty of left 4 dead 2, killing floor 2, and black ops 3 zombies, which have all been fun! my brother and his friend have recently carried me through the der eisendrache easter egg (which is my first zombies ee !!!!!!). i also did the giant easter egg too, but that was easy :p.
ive been thinking of this for a long time but i rly wanna take my music analogue :p. i need to get an mp3 player, and i need money for that, so i rly rly need a job. i recently lost my ipod nano and it made me rly sad and frustrated >.>;. i lost my only mp3 player and it had so many songs on it. i have been looking into a new one but a good one is around $80... i wanna get a classic ipod because those things have a lot of moddding capacity, but they arent cheap either... i might get an ipod touch g4 and just load music onto there. i always wanted an ipod touch but i never got one and it wld actually make me happy. ipod touch 4;s are like 30$ and thats actually kind of a good deal :p.
maybe in the future, i may make a place where i keep all of my ocs and stuff. i think that would be cool and stuff. overall, a free, completely customizable place to store my ocs would be great.
[080224]

HELLO



welcome to the 0.1a_080224 version of my website (site is still in alpha, visuals not final).
i am excited to inform you that my japanese lessons are going good for only two weeks in. i can form simple sentences about mundane topics, as the good owl has taught me. for some reason, it has given me an extra two week trial of super after giving me a free two week trial of super, so that is very nice. i tried to claim the discord nitro reward, however it would not let me for whatever reason. currently i am on unit_7 of the first section, which is farther than i thought i would have gotten. i have been doing lessons quite a bit, but i still need to memorize my hirigana and katakana before i feel comfortable enough to continue far in my lessons. (duo's kana lessons suck btw i had to buy a writing app to learn how to actually learn to recognize and write it >.>)
recently, ive been obsessed with this small youtuber named psychcool_. i'm even watching one of his videos right now. his videos revolve often around the internet and the psychology around it. hes definitely a character. he does plenty of video essays and the views he gets on the are obscenely low. he definitely deserves more attention than he is getting. he advocates for things such as using the small web more often and speaks out against the mental harm of social medias, especially what it does to the youth. you should definitely check him out if you think you may be interested in his style of content.
[4.5]_ hours later
after many hours of fucking messing around, i have finally gotten back to writing this blog. i have done many things since i last wrote (which the passage of time to you, the reader, would not be readily apparent) i have decided after a small amount of deliberation to add one of my most prized original characters, sam, as a cute little companion to you and as a mascot for the site. she does many things, such as: i have also stopped watching the aforementioned video by psychcool_ to start watching a little bit of lucky*star. its a bit of a pretty girly show but y'know, gotta watch it for that early internet history. the laptop that i use to code which uses linux_mint_ has some internet issues, so i would have to turn off and on the network frequently to use the internet. i am pretty sure it has to do with the distance i am from the router and stuff, so that sucks.
i think that conclued this blog post. thank you for reading and all that. i hope i can make it through to the full release! cya